Back To Me

Tonight makes the first night I'm staying in the house since I started getting back to myself. Recently I used myself for my this love experience believing I could fight my own feelings toward this person. (That was stupid) but also opened a door that I have never opened. Today is very important for me because I honestly forgot today was ship night and that I should be heading out to have fun. It hit me that I'm mentally over this person and situation it's funny how a little bit of space can change something. Even through our encounter was short personal situation made it feel like months. Ever since I removed myself from my own experiment I'm back to me no fancy clothes, no spending extra money, no impressing someone just me. Just one last thing I have to do before closing this chapter and once that's done I'll be back to me completely.


So note to self: Jessica Simpson was right "I belong to me"