Welcome To The Dark Side

 

Hello stranger its me again ,but this time I don't come sharing my pain ,but instead this feeling of being free.   For lack of better words I feel the part of me I kept locked up is starting to break free... I hopped on my motor bike and jetted off into the night where the shadows holds many unknown dangers ,but accepting my fate as the Demon Slayer I'm becoming who destiny intended me to be. 

                                       "But sometimes I'm bad. But only as bad as I want to be."

                                       "But sometimes I'm bad. But only as bad as I want to be."

Ever since moving to Hawaii my life have not been easy its been one struggle after another struggle I've quickly become apart of the culture as in just wearing shorts, Tank tops, and flip flops no need for shaving because the bum look (RELAXED STYLE) is always in fashion here.   Something happened recently I started investing in myself, my dreams, and now my business and something happened.   I started to look like someone who I use to remember this person was independent, smart, sexy, this guy who I was looking at was something I had to stop and say where have you been?   I don't know whats going on ,but whatever I'm doing I believe I need to keep doing because it feels right.   I needed to stop trying to fit in ,but yet adapt to my surrounding while keeping the best part of who I'am relevant.   So I cut my hair, brought a motor cycle, got some new clothes, spent some money hoping to make some money, and started networking.   Now I have different venders who are interested in something that I started this feeling of power and whats to come feels amazing.   It feels as if a surge of power as been shot through me and I just keep trying to chase it like a addict.    Theres this quote and it goes "Absolute power always absolutely corrupts."   Where I do draw the line?   I'm just beginning why do I feel I want to be corrupted?